Baru jak tadi pagi I went to church with mummy, uncle and noel. But now, I found out that mum sudah kena masuk ward. I really don't know what to do..hurmm.. I hope same things won't happen again. I don't want to lose some one I love again...especially my mum..
Just now I called mummy ask if she need me there, she said everythings gonna be allright. I hope what she said is true. tomorrow mummy kena operation jantung.. I want to be there with her but I can't cuz I have class. I know she need her kids to be there for her not just uncle alone..
But, even though I can't be there for her, my prayer will keep her save at all time. And I hope after the operation, my mum will get better.. I've done a lot of wrong things to my mum. I want her to be happy but I don't know how..
Is it enough if I only pray for her? If u guys wanna know, its hard for me to say sorry to my mum directly to her face. I can only say it through the phone or sms her. sometimes I feel like I'm not even close to be her daughter. I know she suffer enough a lot all this time and I can only hope that god will give her a chance to live a healthy life and be happy.
When my friends saw my mum, they though that we are sisters.. My mum is almost 50 years old but if you see her you won't believe that she's that old. Well, thats what i heard people said. But I'm glad that even if she said or have problems, she never forget to smile.. Thats what I like the most about my mum..
Mummy... If you need me, I will try to be there for you just like you always be there when your children needs you. You are our inspiration in many ways.. Your determination never fades and thats what keeps us what we are right now.. You never fail to give us advise in everything that we do..
My mummy Agnes anthony Fuentes is a very strong woman and I know that she will get through the operation.. Hope things will fall into place just like I imagine..
